September 12, 2009

Sad News

My cousin informed me thru YM that my Lola is dead na raw. It's so sad news, lalo pa ngayon na di ko siya madadalaw dun because of some circumstances. Naalagaan din ako ni Lola nung maliit pa ako pero mas close ako dun sa grandma ko sa mother side. I always see her as a very mahinhin, typical of a lola. (hehe, kabaligtaran siya ng Lola ko sa mother side, outgoing kase yun) She never scolded me. She loves me that much that why I'm sure I will missed her.

I don't know but parang nanlamig ako nung marinig ko yung news.

It makes me really worried. Bigla kong na-imagine if mawala yung mga mahahalaga sa buhay ko. I hope it doesn't happen. Well sana nga. Kaya, ikaw habang may Lola ka pa show him na you really love her hindi yung paparamdam mo nalang kapag huli na.

7 comments:

Kurog said...

I can relate... kakamatay lang ng lola ko nung July... Sa forwarded text ko lang na-receive yung news... at first, wala ako masyado na-feel... pero nung sasabihin ko na sa mom ko yung tungkol dun, I couldn't even start opening my lips... parang na-manhid katawan ko, di ako makagalaw...

I started crying at hayun, humagulgol nako... Mahirap pala yung ikaw mismo nagbabalita nung pagkawala ng isang taong mahalaga sayo...

Nanghinayang ako at napuno ng pagsisisi dahil sa totoo lang, malaki ang kasalanan ko kay lola.. *sigh... tears are starting to build up na* kasi for the past years, I refused to go to the province with my family. Ayoko kasi yung lugar dun, sobrang hirap. Kaya nababalitaan ko nalang from my mom that my lola cries kapag nalaman niya na di ako kasama. She always scolded my mom kung bakit daw hindi ako isinama.

At nung last visit nila dun, di pa rin ako kasama. My lola said daw na... "Ano ba yan! Mamamatay na ako, di ko pa nakikita si Allan ko... Sa susunod na bumalik kayo dito, patay na ako!"

At hayun nga, wala na si lola.. Di ko man lang naibigay yung munting kahilingan nya na makasama ako kahit sandali lang...

Sorry Lola! I love you! And I miss you!

Anonymous said...

aw

Jay.L said...

@Kurog: Puro magagandang alaala ang iniwan ng lola ko sa akin. Kaya mamimiss ko siya sobra. She always asks me if nakakain na ba 'ko may pera pa ba 'ko & other things.

Buti di ko pa naranasan yang ako yung magbabalita ng 'sad news' sa ibang tao .. Kase ako mababa lang ang emotion ko. Madaling tumawa, madaling umiyak. ganun.

Salamat sa comment mong mas mahaba pa sa post ko hehe..

Kurog said...

Ehe... Ngayun ko lang naalalang balikan itong post na ito.

Mahaba pa sa post mo? Ehe... Pasensya na... Ganyan talaga ako mag-comment kung minsan...

Jay.L said...

hehe Salamat uli sa bisita .. okay nga yong comment na ganun kesa sa maiikli :)

cablay said...

Lolo is still on you heart,

Joyson said...

OUCH! :'c My grand father just died a couple of months ago so I can actually relate to this post :(

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